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NARSTY BRUISE

Today, I took a shower. Which is a big deal because I like never shower. And while I was putting lotion on I found this NARSTY BRUISE. I don't know where it came from or when it happens... and yet there it is.
Don't make fun of my skinny little legs either, okay!? It's not my fault.

Anyways, Drew's mother Facebooked me and I love her. I really do hope she comes to visit me for some games. I hope she brings Drew along too. I wonder if she knows that he and I don't speak anymore. So, that's all basically for now. Except that Olivia is saying that I am making friends (even though I'm not) because I've talked to like two guys in the past like three days. Other than that, nobody. Here's the hoping! Oh, and Rosalie who lives down the hall. I see her a lot. We eat together. She's nice...

Because it's Erection Day...

I still have nothing interesting to talk about it... despite it being Erection Day. I've been sleeping since 6:30 because I'm so sick. I'm starting to get worried because a lot of kids at school are getting swine flu. I mean, I don't think it's swine flu but it's still worrisome. I might go to the Clinic here eventually just for antibiotics if I continue to be so useless. All I can think about is eating ice cream and sleeping because I'm not hungry but I know I need to eat something and I'm too tired to go get any.

In other news, I did laundry today. I also went to my history class. I don't have my biology book or my history books which I need to be able to write my reaction papers. That worries me. I literally just BSed my last reaction paper with Olivia's help because she's a history dork too. I also threw away the first semester's worth of history notes from junior year during high school, which is exactly what I'm relearning now.

My dorm room smells like microwaved food. And spoiled milk. It's really gross. I've sprayed a ton of Febreeze... but the smell wins every time. It's now 10:30 and I'm still really tired but now I'm not quite falling asleep like I was earlier. I was seriously doing my laundry and trying to do my literature homework but I kept falling asleep. Coincidental because I was reading a short story called "Sleepy" where this slave girl in some Slavic country somewhere had to take care of a baby that wouldn't stop crying at night then do household chores all day... she kills the baby at the end so she can sleep. But in her defense, that baby was seriously annoying and it wasn't even hers so she didn't feel anything maternal towards it. Not to mention there's no telling how long she had actually gone without sleeping.

Anyways, I have no picture for today. Unless you want to see my lurking zit. Here it is.Oh lookie there. I have two. I cropped it so you could admire both. I hate my life.

Because I have so many problems...

I'm going to list them now.
This is not the same post as yesterday. Trust.

1. Heidi Montag sang at the Miss Universe pageant? REALLY AMERICA!? REALLY!? The entire world saw those crotch-y pants on her plastic body and saw all the awkward dances moves with her lip-syncing. I am embarrassed! I AM EMBARASSED! I can't believe Americans allowed Heidi Montag to do that. I would have stopped her! Had I know... and had any place of power. I'm so embarrassed.


2. Miss Venezuela won. She's 18 years old. She's now Miss Universe. I'm 18 years old. I just got to college. She's MISS UNIVERSE! I have ultimate failed. I've had to pee for like two hours but I've been too lazy to get up but this other 18 year old girl can win over the hearts of a universe! Not really a universe, it's just Earth. BUT STILL!

IT'S HORRIBLE.

BAHHHH

I didn't feel like thinking of a title. It would be like "Because my life is falling apart."

Which it is... but I have no second part of that sentence. I just spelled sentence wrong, I guess I've been doing that my whole life.

Reasons Why My Life is a Hot Mess:
1) I have failed to make new friends. It is not easy.
2) I had unexplained blood on my feet.
3) I have unexplained cuts on my shoulders.
4) I tried to give a bouncer my debit card which has my real name on it followed by my fake ID that says my name is Maria Diaz. FAIL.
5) I have what I can only assume is a shard of glass stuck in my foot. It hurts.
6) I have a lot of English homework that I can't do because I don't have the book for it.
7) Except I can write an essay, I just really don't want to.
8) I ordered a sandwich from Jimmy John's today that cost me twenty dollars and the delivery boy literally walked here to bring it to me. Walked.
9) My bed is all wet...
10) I have massive, massive bruises on my knees.
11) The bartender actually had to cut me off last night. At my roommate's request, but still.
12) I feel horrible because people totally have to take care of me.
13) Most of my reasons are the side effects of drinking... but it's so much fun.
14) I have a zit.

These are my bruises. Enjoy.
Even my bruises don't show up on photobooth. Luckily, neither does my zit.

Because I have no money...

I actually tipped a bartender with bandaids.

Do I really need to elaborate?

No.

Because I didn't update yesterday...

I feel like I should have a lot to talk about. But I don't. My next class starts in like 45 minutes but I'm doing laundry upstairs that won't be done for at least fifteen. For my English 1102 class I'm supposed to write an essay about this girl, Hallie, who won't respond to my text messages and the paper is due tomorrow. There's a party tonight but I have to wake up early for a doctor's appointment.

But most of all, I want to take a nap. And I've already decided that I'm not going to Biology tomorrow because I'll probably want to sleep instead. Because I'll probably be hung over.

Also, for lunch, I wanted fettucini but I didn't want to at Bolton eat there by myself so instead I ate Lays Chips and ice cream. I'm disgusting. And SO tired. And everybody is wearing bid day shirts. It's making me wish I had been an Alpha Gam... but whenever I read a status that's like Pi Phi, I feel bad for whoever is in it because Pi Phi isn't exactly the coolest sorority. Nor is Delta Gamma. Or Sigma Delta Tau. Sorry girls. 

But that reminds me, I finally organized all the CDs that Kelsey made me. Now all I need is my iPod and some chacos. Which I will be buying... soon. These to be exact:

Because last night...

was AWESOME! I dropped out of Rush and we went out last night. I do not regret. Feel like I might throw up but I have a very sensitive system. I need to stop spending so much money on drinks. It's ridiculous. 

So apparently I somehow managed to get inside of the dorm last night even though I can barely even do it sober and I'm sure the guy at the desk noticed how drunk I was. Then when my roommate got up here I was just standing outside with my pants off. What happened? I don't know.

More stories. I called my father at 2:30 in the morning to talk to my dog. Awkward.

Too tired to put up a picture. Much too tired for this.

Because apparently I suck hard...

I only got invited back to Alpha Gamma Delta. Whom I know nothing about. I think like yesterday was just a teaser or something because I went to four houses I loved and one that was sweet. And of course I get invited to the one that's sweet. 

And by sweet I mean they're cute. I'm not really sweet or cute. I don't even think that I'll get invited back for Pref Round. I'm beginning to doubt that this sorority stuff is for me. I figured my chances would be so good. Seven sororities, a sixty to seventy girl pledge class, and I thought that I was easy to talk to and fun. 

But apparently I suck hard.

Anyways, I'm going to go to the house today at 10:00 AM and right now it's 7:25 AM. I have to be back at Tate at 9:00AM. I could hypothetically take a nap. Or I could sit here and cry about my horrible day and my horrible personality. Although I doubt I will. My mother already made me cry about it because she said the reason I didn't get invited back was because I wore a skirt instead of a dress. But honestly, I felt so much more comfortable in the skirt.

The Kappa Delta even said we had a good conversation. The Phi Mus were all super, super nice although that was probably because of Gaby. She must have tried her hardest. I'm not surprised I wasn't invited back to Tri-Delt because I had a very awkward conversation with a few of them however I think I was secretly expecting to be invited back because of Caroline and Lauren. I'm sure they tried their best too. And I really liked the Sigma Kappas too. Not that AGD wasn't super nice. But they aren't going to invite me back again. Because I just don't think I fit in there. I guess I'm not a sorority girl. I mean, I thought I was. But I guess I'm not.

No picture today. Too depressed.

But maybe I won't be depressed if I like AGD. Except that I will be depressed when my Gamma Chi has to call me to let me know that I didn't get invited back. And that my life here at college has started horribly.

Because I'm too tired...

to write a whole "blog" or whatever.

1. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND, KELSEY!

2. Today was pretty fun, wish me luck for tomorrow.

3. I'm going to go get in my cooozzyyy bed.

That's my bed. It may not look cozy but it is. I swear to God.