Because apparently I suck hard...

I only got invited back to Alpha Gamma Delta. Whom I know nothing about. I think like yesterday was just a teaser or something because I went to four houses I loved and one that was sweet. And of course I get invited to the one that's sweet. 

And by sweet I mean they're cute. I'm not really sweet or cute. I don't even think that I'll get invited back for Pref Round. I'm beginning to doubt that this sorority stuff is for me. I figured my chances would be so good. Seven sororities, a sixty to seventy girl pledge class, and I thought that I was easy to talk to and fun. 

But apparently I suck hard.

Anyways, I'm going to go to the house today at 10:00 AM and right now it's 7:25 AM. I have to be back at Tate at 9:00AM. I could hypothetically take a nap. Or I could sit here and cry about my horrible day and my horrible personality. Although I doubt I will. My mother already made me cry about it because she said the reason I didn't get invited back was because I wore a skirt instead of a dress. But honestly, I felt so much more comfortable in the skirt.

The Kappa Delta even said we had a good conversation. The Phi Mus were all super, super nice although that was probably because of Gaby. She must have tried her hardest. I'm not surprised I wasn't invited back to Tri-Delt because I had a very awkward conversation with a few of them however I think I was secretly expecting to be invited back because of Caroline and Lauren. I'm sure they tried their best too. And I really liked the Sigma Kappas too. Not that AGD wasn't super nice. But they aren't going to invite me back again. Because I just don't think I fit in there. I guess I'm not a sorority girl. I mean, I thought I was. But I guess I'm not.

No picture today. Too depressed.

But maybe I won't be depressed if I like AGD. Except that I will be depressed when my Gamma Chi has to call me to let me know that I didn't get invited back. And that my life here at college has started horribly.